"Sometimes rainbow sometimes cotton candy piss yellow brown black. In between life with your seatbelt on stopping for some coffee while kissing your face as if you're there and forgetting everything but making appointments. Shameless self promotionspending problem drug habit beautiful life. Soft sleep in the afternoon you're sweet and I'm lies and ghost ships oyster sand in between the toes pop music you fucker. I set sail, I wish I would." --cherrybam
This is all about me, and my life taken a little less seriously..
A mishmash of thoughts from the diaries of a chick who don't intend to please anybody with my posts. I've very few re-blogs, some edited pictures, quotes, music and all things in between. All posts are mine unless otherwise stated.Follow at your own risk.
To say that I know a lot is an understatement, and oh boy how I wish I didn’t. There are times when I still couldn’t decide if it’s better that I DO know and let my mind and emotions be bothered OR, not know anything and be led to believe in something that may not even be real. Talk about unwanted choices, huh?
When he turned his back and left, I tried to look away because if I look at his silhouette for too long, I would begin to imagine what’s gonna happen after he’s out of my sight. Of course I DO know what date is it today and I DO know why he’ll be out. Like I said, I know a lot and wish I didn’t.
It’s kinda confusing to have so many emotions at one time. It can be overwhelming. I try to focus on my job and surprisingly, I’m doing perfectly fine at it, I ain’t distracted or anything. I guess it has something to do with accepting the harsh reality of how things are happening. Though, of course, once in awhile there’s this li’l devil who whispers the truth I already know and it pinches me inside.
Plans? Since my shift ends early, I will head straight home, get some much needed sleep, take vitamins, spend time with Caden in the afternoon and give my brains some rest. It’s been working overtime for the past few days, I better be kinder to it, otherwise I might lose one of my most valued organ.
Yeah, that’s it for me tonight. Just taking down some notes to refer to in the future. Let’s all hope I can look at this post a month from now and just be able to laugh it all off.